http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/ Celluloid Dreams Tue, 26 Feb 2008 21:40:00 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2008. http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/archive/70.html Tue, 26 Feb 2008 13:39:01 GMT Have you ever cheated the Angel of Death when he is already smiling at you, pointing at his hourglass and saying that your time is up? Well, I did and I defied him a lot of times. But awhile ago, I confronted him again and won. I guess Dude Above wants me to join his side now, eh? Is he lacking soldiers for the great Apocalypse? Does He need badly that he wanted me to die being squished by a truck? What about my corpse? Of course, I want to look good and young at my wake! I went out of the train station and went on my usual place to ride jeeps, since I don't want to wait on that terminal... (more) http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/comments?id=70 http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/archive/69.html Sun, 24 Feb 2008 15:58:50 GMT I just came from a camp and I scribbled some notes in my notebook so that the ideas won't ebb away. I've been gloomy for so long, and this is another lonely war tonight, a war within that is difficult to win, a war that has no specific beginning and no probable end, a war that might last a lifetime and this is a war between who you are and who you want to be. Although I want to be somebody else, I simply cannot, maybe because something is barring me. And that something is who am I at this very moment. That's the worst enemy that I ever faced for about seventeen years of my existence. On... (more) http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/comments?id=69 http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/archive/67.html Thu, 21 Feb 2008 16:03:25 GMT Tomorrow, a prayer vigil was bound to be celebrated in the Tan Yan Kee student center in our school. The prayers, of course, are for Lozada, the (in)famous star in this National Broadband Network scam or whatever you want to call it. I really can't see a good reason for orchestrating such a bizarre event aside from Lozada was an alumnus of the university. My section planned to wear black and yellow ribbons as a sign of support for tomorrow's event. Well, I don't know if I'm right but black represents grief for this country and yellow for the institution. Aside from that, I will be... (more) http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/comments?id=67 http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/archive/66.html Wed, 20 Feb 2008 19:23:28 GMT If you want something, will you fight for it? Do anything for it? Wait for it come in your grasps like a sail heavily relying on gale's breath without complaining or asking why? Get it and place something at stake? Or just wait for the right time to get it? What if you do not get it? Will you run amuck towards the barren and godforsaken road? Cultivate hate until it overpowers you? Sit on the corner and frown and mourn all day? Carry on as though nothing happened? Or just wait for the right time to get it? Actually, I had the chance to get something that I really wanted for a very long... (more) http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/comments?id=66 http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/archive/64.html Mon, 18 Feb 2008 10:55:00 GMT Awhile ago, I was browsing through the main tagboard and saw this guy. I went to his blog and saw that he's a newbie, just like me. The only difference is that I am months ahead of him. After all, I'm still a n00b. LOL l33t ch4t! He was asking for help, but I wasn't able to know what is his problem. But not until I went to his blog. Actually, his problem is really difficult do decipher. It says that he doesn't know what to do. In order to help him (since I'm a newbie with a helping heart), I gave him a comment telling him what should he do. Well honestly, the comment is just a mere... (more) http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/comments?id=64 http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/archive/63.html Sun, 17 Feb 2008 10:51:11 GMT Who created weekends? He sucks, honestly. It's so boring. http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/comments?id=63 http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/archive/61.html Fri, 15 Feb 2008 19:26:52 GMT This blog could've been more aesthetically pleasing if an appropriate header is placed there. Those banners from my band doesn't fit the color scheme. Well, I'll be working on the temporary banner (since the layout is also temporary) and try to be more artistic. Only, without that hiatus stuff. Good night! http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/comments?id=61 http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/archive/60.html Fri, 15 Feb 2008 13:41:52 GMT I have a former classmate, as well as a brother (since I call my true friends as brothers, because they are my family), a confidant, an advisor, a drummer, a partner-in-crime, a master, a band-mate (a drummer), a rival, and of course, a damn good friend. Actually, there's nothing special about him aside from his drumming skills, except for one thing.It was Valentine's Day yesterday, and as usual, it felt like nothing; nothing at all. But, it's already a normal case for me. Well, when I was aboard the train, I was thinking about what love really is about. You see, it is represented by... (more) http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/comments?id=60 http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/archive/59.html Thu, 14 Feb 2008 17:46:11 GMT Hey there! I'll be back into business now, even if the layout is still under construction. I really missed blogging, and it's kinda disappointing to let some ideas go without even putting them into paper. Damn, thanks to that Photoshop, my not-so-creative juices were diverted on doing such images. Well, at least, I've learned something new. The reason why I returned in a premature time is because I must not let this idea slip away from my mind. It just really makes me sick to see those people who might be connected to Marshall Applewhite, Jim Jones, Napoleon Bonaparte, and of course, to our... (more) http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/comments?id=59 http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/archive/58.html Sat, 19 Jan 2008 05:41:29 GMT Okay, since I already secured myself a copy of Adobe Photoshop CS3, I will place this blog under temporary hiatus. I'll be working on the design for days or if not, weeks. But it won't take months before I finish this. It just feels like it's so sick to write in a boring blog like this. Aside from that, it's also makes me sick to be an audience in this kind of blog because it's so plain. Don't worry, I'll update this afterwards. It's impossible for me to leave this blog because it's the only stuff in this world that does not betray me. Don't miss me, okay? I'll be back, for real. Goodbye,... (more) http://carcinogencrush.blogdrive.com/comments?id=58